Time FLY so fast ~~ and now i feels like my journey need to stop awhile, I'm tired... i duno what i'm thking, i'm so blank right now yet i still got alot thgs in my mind that i should stop thking of... really it feels like ... erm.. duno how to decribe ... hurts?? nahhhhh ~ erm.. wat nehh.. sei lor ~ english fail jor ~ XD
Oh well, things gonna be so different now.... i'll stop everything that i should hv stop earlier.. after telling me everythg ~ XD tats gonna be the last **** and i'll step out of it.. i nvr knw tat it would be this fast ~ LOL !!! guess tats it. Move On ~ =.=" stubborn sei me ~ XD
The following days... how its gonna be? gonna put tis aside and face another thgs of it. well thn, wish you all the best and happy owes ~ XD
Guess my mind is blank since the whole saturday and i thk the following days oso will be like that ~ LOL !!! XD can i hv a good slp?
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
BaNG ~
what im going to write in my blog?? hahaha.... nthg.. just to remind myself thgs ~ dont gv a damn bout ppl thgs ^^
And of Coz yea i DOESNT need a CARE remember that for those reader who view my blog. CARE = Troublesome ~
BANG ~!
And of Coz yea i DOESNT need a CARE remember that for those reader who view my blog. CARE = Troublesome ~
BANG ~!
Monday, August 8, 2011
FeAr No MoRe
Seems like its gonna rain soon ~ the thunder is roar-ing and its scary ~ when i stand outside i can feel the wind blowing and the sound of the wind ~ when i close my eyes its calm me down but when i open my eyes its dark.. pitch black sky without any star blinking.. when i stare at the sky it feels lonely somehow... empty sky without anythg... and here come the rain dripping down, i stand there for awhile cause i wish that the rain could wash away all my worries and trouble that i got, and hope that the sky would help me cry ..
The rain is getting heavier and the sound of the rain somehow creeps me out... but still i stand there...suddenly somethg come out from my brain "overcome ur fear" so do "overcome ur weakness"~ when u have fear here come ur weakness.. everyone can use ur weakness or ur fear to bring u down and you can never win. Thats why i try to hide everythgs from the begining but somehow i spill it out some and its feel weird.. i have to get back to my oldself cover up everythg my weakness my fear...
Sometimes when u really need someone be there for you its hard and no one will be there, cause not everyone or maybe no one will say or call you or even text you or write in the fb says "Hey, i need you be ther for me or Hey im sad accompany for awhile" most of them or maybe just few of thm will call around or chat around or text around asking like "hey you free today? wanna go get some drinks?" or maybe some of thm prefer chating around or texting their friend to shake off their problems. Well, maybe some of ur frens can notice u're in trouble and they ask "somethgs happen?" haha ~ some of them will say "nthgs happen" well this is me somehow ~ "NEVER TELL UR SHIT OUT" hahaha !! coz even u say it out no one can help they listen only nothg can be help thats the truth, hmm.. they say "u will feel much more better if u say it out" but for me its still the same.
Someone like me maybe wont understand that sentence but start from now i wont tell wont ask. When you all say dun care bout you or ur stuff, i'll respect that and i wont ask anymore unless i gone crazy. I will guess everythg myself and i'll get my answer by searching around even it tooks me alot of times. I thk maybe im busybody afterall =.=" hmmm... tat make sense XD Forever i wont understand what humans thk i should keep silence after all =.= coz i realize that even i ask i wont get any answer .. even i get the ans its all a lie duno why but i just know it. And to H i thk sumthg happen towards u.. u did admit u lie and indeed u always answer every question i have in the past u nvr even lie to me since i met you, i still remember u even tell me who u are wif and list down the name XD its really funny at tat time ~ or who u are alone wif even u know i will bite u after u say out XD hahaha ! but thats is past now i hope everythg gonna be just fine soon ~ cheers ~
seems like i bluff alot ~i should go fool around awhile ~
The rain is getting heavier and the sound of the rain somehow creeps me out... but still i stand there...suddenly somethg come out from my brain "overcome ur fear" so do "overcome ur weakness"~ when u have fear here come ur weakness.. everyone can use ur weakness or ur fear to bring u down and you can never win. Thats why i try to hide everythgs from the begining but somehow i spill it out some and its feel weird.. i have to get back to my oldself cover up everythg my weakness my fear...
Sometimes when u really need someone be there for you its hard and no one will be there, cause not everyone or maybe no one will say or call you or even text you or write in the fb says "Hey, i need you be ther for me or Hey im sad accompany for awhile" most of them or maybe just few of thm will call around or chat around or text around asking like "hey you free today? wanna go get some drinks?" or maybe some of thm prefer chating around or texting their friend to shake off their problems. Well, maybe some of ur frens can notice u're in trouble and they ask "somethgs happen?" haha ~ some of them will say "nthgs happen" well this is me somehow ~ "NEVER TELL UR SHIT OUT" hahaha !! coz even u say it out no one can help they listen only nothg can be help thats the truth, hmm.. they say "u will feel much more better if u say it out" but for me its still the same.
Someone like me maybe wont understand that sentence but start from now i wont tell wont ask. When you all say dun care bout you or ur stuff, i'll respect that and i wont ask anymore unless i gone crazy. I will guess everythg myself and i'll get my answer by searching around even it tooks me alot of times. I thk maybe im busybody afterall =.=" hmmm... tat make sense XD Forever i wont understand what humans thk i should keep silence after all =.= coz i realize that even i ask i wont get any answer .. even i get the ans its all a lie duno why but i just know it. And to H i thk sumthg happen towards u.. u did admit u lie and indeed u always answer every question i have in the past u nvr even lie to me since i met you, i still remember u even tell me who u are wif and list down the name XD its really funny at tat time ~ or who u are alone wif even u know i will bite u after u say out XD hahaha ! but thats is past now i hope everythg gonna be just fine soon ~ cheers ~
seems like i bluff alot ~i should go fool around awhile ~
what NexT?
seems like i'm having a compicated life here XD althought i got nothings to do yet i gt thgs to settle ~ wuahahahahahaha !!!! weird life after all ~ sometimes i wanna go back to the past~ a happy past nt a trouble past XD but sumtimes i still prefer now ^^ meeting with new friends ~ hohoho ~ but the past is following meeeee here O.O ~~ shoo shoo past go away ~ hahaha ! dun bug into my current life ~ LOL
Seems like i very seldom going with my friends those i always hang out with but now i don't know what happens its like no one wanna or maybe they have their own friends to hang out with or things to do. well... erm its seems that way ~~ LOL ~( self-comfort ) hahaha! but as for me i did hang out with others gang when my friends dn have any activities or what.
Somehow i did go out at the middle of the night just to meet up with one of my friend...erm wait--- issit fren?? erm... let me thk.....ex-g.f ? no no ... ex-friend?? no no... enemy? LOL i DUNO =.= AHA !!! i know !! stranger !!! yeaaa ~ that sounds better no? but i dun thk so also.. arggghh whatever lar ~ just take is as one of my beloved galfriend in the past ^^ LOL ~ sounds COOL ! hahaha ! im crazy ~~ nyahahahha! well, whatever it is hope things can settle soon ~ mehhhhh~
those who peek on my blog buy me some sweets neh ~~~ XD wuahahaha ~
Seems like i very seldom going with my friends those i always hang out with but now i don't know what happens its like no one wanna or maybe they have their own friends to hang out with or things to do. well... erm its seems that way ~~ LOL ~( self-comfort ) hahaha! but as for me i did hang out with others gang when my friends dn have any activities or what.
Somehow i did go out at the middle of the night just to meet up with one of my friend...erm wait--- issit fren?? erm... let me thk.....ex-g.f ? no no ... ex-friend?? no no... enemy? LOL i DUNO =.= AHA !!! i know !! stranger !!! yeaaa ~ that sounds better no? but i dun thk so also.. arggghh whatever lar ~ just take is as one of my beloved galfriend in the past ^^ LOL ~ sounds COOL ! hahaha ! im crazy ~~ nyahahahha! well, whatever it is hope things can settle soon ~ mehhhhh~
those who peek on my blog buy me some sweets neh ~~~ XD wuahahaha ~
Friday, July 29, 2011
To EveRyOnE
haha ~ hello hello hello~~ i'm back everyone and my blog ~ i miss you ~ LOL! hahaha~ okok, be serious for awhile now~ to all my friends and friends and friends sorry to make you guys worried bout me and especially sorry to "J" worried bout me so much~ haha ~ i promise i'll fix thgs up and get back to myself, just bare with it for awhile and you all can stop worry about me now. i can handle thgs on my own ^^ cheers !!
Friday, July 22, 2011
WilL we BeComE StranGerS AgaIn?
The Truth is Every moment, Every Day, Every Hours i've been missing you, haha~ how i wish to spend a great time with you, somehow things just wont go smooth as i thought and this makes me think of something that i should not have been giving a thought about it.. when u told me that you got somethg to tell me and u are serious on it im kinda surprise and hoping that its not the things that i wanna hear about it. im kinda greedy >.< just hate that.
I should not have get into that kind of life and you have been telling me that everything will be just fine and i believe that too but somehow its not that easy when u have step into the life and getting out is harder then i thought. At 1st i dont wanna step out from this but from what my friend ask me the same questions as owes but this time the way of asking is different and im kinda surprise with those words and i understand that somehow.
This few days or week perhaps, alot of stuff i dont wanna hear or scared to hear about it keep going into my ears =.=" at 1st i just dont wanna believe it but somehow it did happen. hahaha ~ anyway, u did tell me its so unfair to me and i accepted it so its my fault anyway to ruin ur current life, im so sorry in that, i might give u a difficult time and trust me i will make ur life back to normal but of coz it might be abit pain at 1st for you im trying to be honest here but as for me the pain will be much more greater thn the previous one i think ~ bahahahaha ~ even typing it out here i can feel the P of myself, LOL ~ haha..
I dont know what ans you will give me although i really really really dont wanna it to be like this.. i really wish that it wont happen. i admit that i always wish that u are beside me even i dont have the time or wat i still will reply all of ur messages i will never missed it unless sumthgs really going on with me. I always remember every word u tell me although i owes pretend duno, haha.. you owes makes me laugh though ^^ hehe.
I should not have get into that kind of life and you have been telling me that everything will be just fine and i believe that too but somehow its not that easy when u have step into the life and getting out is harder then i thought. At 1st i dont wanna step out from this but from what my friend ask me the same questions as owes but this time the way of asking is different and im kinda surprise with those words and i understand that somehow.
This few days or week perhaps, alot of stuff i dont wanna hear or scared to hear about it keep going into my ears =.=" at 1st i just dont wanna believe it but somehow it did happen. hahaha ~ anyway, u did tell me its so unfair to me and i accepted it so its my fault anyway to ruin ur current life, im so sorry in that, i might give u a difficult time and trust me i will make ur life back to normal but of coz it might be abit pain at 1st for you im trying to be honest here but as for me the pain will be much more greater thn the previous one i think ~ bahahahaha ~ even typing it out here i can feel the P of myself, LOL ~ haha..
I dont know what ans you will give me although i really really really dont wanna it to be like this.. i really wish that it wont happen. i admit that i always wish that u are beside me even i dont have the time or wat i still will reply all of ur messages i will never missed it unless sumthgs really going on with me. I always remember every word u tell me although i owes pretend duno, haha.. you owes makes me laugh though ^^ hehe.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
ChEeRs ~
A glass of cocktail and a few drinks ~ makes my day but somehow it's still tasteless >.< but somehow i enjoy my night chit chat and bluff there ^^ thanks buddy ^^ you did make me laugh and forgt bout thgs for awhile ~ ^^
Still there is someone i wanna reach for yet i cant ^^ haha ~ funny rite ~ a weird sentence after all ~ be there or be gone ~ do it or fail ~
oh well, i will be tough as always ^^ hmm... back to my previous self? haha !! keep everythg for myself and burried it under my pillow ~
CHEERS ~~ raise ur glass and get drunk !!! XD
Still there is someone i wanna reach for yet i cant ^^ haha ~ funny rite ~ a weird sentence after all ~ be there or be gone ~ do it or fail ~
oh well, i will be tough as always ^^ hmm... back to my previous self? haha !! keep everythg for myself and burried it under my pillow ~
CHEERS ~~ raise ur glass and get drunk !!! XD
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