Losing myself

"you are just a normal human, you are not a robot or anything else, its ok to just 'rain' "... well, its true on what u said ... i should just "rain" cause it might feels good, hahaha... i admit that its really hard to bare with ... if you hug me longer i thk i might "rain" ... but still i hold it, haha! i know it really feels good when someone is there for you when u are down or anythg.. you remind me of that cause i have been hold everythg for myself since thn... im losing myself somehow, what should i do now? im lost ... anyone can show me the road? can i find u just for a hug? haha. The scar still remain >.<