declare WAR?

seems like things is getting worst, kinda pissed off when talk about that bitch .... ahhh.. i say it ... well, who cares im on my limit now... my fren ask me to try get along with her and so do my mum... but i do really try to get along with her cause i scare i might blame or throw my anger or hatred towards a innocent girl~ BUT things just not going to the right direction !!! she is the one who i should HATE FOREVER and REST OF HER LIFE !!

again i say it without my concious... haha~ that bitch is turning my house into a chaos ~ i should say my bro is DUMB !! yeah !! suite him this words !! haiz... now i really close both my eyes so that i cant see ANYTHING .... if can i wanna close my ears too.... what else can i do? sit back and relax see the bitch bitching around my house~ yeah.... HELL NO !! everyone in my house really dislike her ... well i duno why.. but i do love it XD im kinda evil now.... muahahahaha..

im sure that who ever read my blog might think im realy the worst and the devil.. well if i really wanna tell the whole story out it take time or maybe yearsssss ! im writing this out just to make myself feel more comfortable and so that i would cool down abit... coz i duno who should i go talk with... *feel like wanna bite ppl around me * hahaha XD

Just FounD OuT ....

Should i say im just too free to clean up my house XD... haha~ seems like this cleaning help me discover something and im kinda surprise when i saw it ... well, i found a piece of paper that written by my fren i think it has been 4 to 3 years that letter o.O .... i didnt knoe i drop the piece of paper on the floor 4 years ago rite until now i just dicover it ... hmm~ well what should i say its too late now ~ nothg gonna change ^^ easy come easy go ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to Belinda~

Happy Birthday to you ~ ^^

~hope that you are happy on the other side of the world ~

the time is ticking ~

woo~ cant believe I'm now actually finish my summer programme course ~ hehe~ psst * "I'm so proud of myself without getting my ass kicked in the sch" hahaha... 3 month programme ... hmm... feel like kinda short really hope i can turn back the time ^^ hahaha !! perhaps i should stop thinking this non-sense dream ... bahahahahaha~

erm... from the day i arrived in UK till now i think it should be 4 month up to 5 ~ WaOOooo~!! tats really long huh~ nyahahaha... its getting colder and colder now =.= and soon I'm getting fatter and fatter... OMG !! did i juz say the word "FAT" !!! goshhhhh~ i should just control my eating habit here.... my family or frens would gt shock if im fat XD ... hehe...

AHEM~ since im so free now, i would just tell you guys or those people who view my blog what i had been through this whole 3 month summer programme... haha.. well, there were laughter, sadness, hate, disappointed, giving up,tears, stress, and those hellish and happy moment that i had been through for this entire summer programme... i just cant name it all those feeling its just TOO much XD.... i kinda learnt lots of stuff at here^^ how to become more and more independent ^^ i had been thru the most hellish time TWICE on tat time... its really feels like you are dropping down from the heaven to hell and thinking of giving up everything.... that was my very 1st time thinking of that but still i didn't chicken out XD still getting myself up and takes whatever ther are to make myself forget the bad and worst to move forward.... somehow i should say thanks to my frens who have encourage me somehow it works ~*wink*

From now on i think nothing much can gv me a hard time when i go back ^^ i have been train, woo hoo~ ermmmmm..... what i had totally master and learnt is tat " whatever happens don't show any sign that makes ur family or frens worry, solve it secretly" well.. that for me not every1 will do that XD ~

summer~~~

finally i bak to my blogging mood~ hahaha ~ well the summer programme almost end T.T this is what i hate the most~ gonna say farewell to my bunch of crazy friends soon, what else should i expect ?? to have a longer programme ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no ned to rush the assginment and can have fun in Liverpool ^^ YES ~!! this what i wish for ~ hahaha

hmm~~ few more days im free from assignment !! yeaaaaaaaaa !! and prepare for my EUROPE TRIP ~~ woo hoo~ im gonna take lots of lots of pic as a memory collections~ ^^ well, although im gonna stay at UK til end of october, i wonder what i will eat for the entire month=.= i dun wan western food ! and of coz not FISH AND CHIPS !! i hate it now .. hahahaha !!

i thk i should upload more pic in my FB of my liverpool life XD ~

R.I.P

life is short please appreciate the people around you before its too late.... you cant turn back the time or just press the rewind button... We just need too accept the fact when things happen.. well.. what i wanna say is "REST IN PEACE BELINDA HO" you will owes be in our heart and will never forget about you...

brace up~

recently i keep forcing myself not to thk so much bout certain thgs... keep think of positive stuff and make myself cheer up.. well, i manage to do it... bout today after i saw the message saying we should get ready for the little girl....its like droping down from heaven to hell, they say she will survive if there would be a miracle ...ERm, i duno what i shuld say now, we all BELIEVE in her so just wake up girl !!

pray for the best~

hmm... some of you must be curious why i post two blogs in a day.. well.. i just wanna hope and pray that miracle would happen and hope that my relative will recover soon... Everyone is waiting for her espeacially her parents, praying hard for her and wish that things would just change back to normal~ and i REALLY REALLY do hope that MIRACLE would just happen right at this moment.....

"GET WELL SOON

&

HOPE THAT YOU WILL BE FINE"

reading log !!!

can u see the PICTURE of WORDS?!! here you go see for yourself ----------------------------->

so scary when i see my tutor wrote this "congratulation to the field" it give me a creepy feel =.=" seems like im entering the WAR ZONE and he is the commender checking up his soilder.... gosh... i think i should be the lieutenant XD wuahahahaha !! im gonna BOOM the whole LJMU ^^ woohoo ~!! now the so call READING LOG our "base" is being under control by me ~ muahahha !! im gonna plant a C4 in the base !! let it explode!! and disappear forever and ever ..... i will just say "SO LONG YOU SUCKERs!!!" sorry for the foul language hehe..

999 !!

i wanna call 999 ~!!! i wanna report to the police that the ASSINGMENT is abusing me T.T ... is there any section in the law books saying that "ASSINGMENT ABUSE" ?? i wanna SUE the assignment !! hahahaha~!! hmmm.....

Guess there arent any Law books have it .. sien.... well, i wish they have this kind of rules ^^ for the student sake ~ hehe~ i wonder can i realy get my degree cert?? with so much hellish assignment ..... ARGggGgg~!! i hope the devil will drag the ASSIGNMENT to hell and put it in a super duper big pot of lava in it and TOURTURE the assignment ^^ muahahahahaha!! and let the assignment disappear forever and ever and never comes out from the HELL to the REAL WORLD ... wuakakakaka !!

Hohoho~ from now on i should not say "oh god save me" .. hehe.. i should just say "oh my cute little DEVIL please drag the assignment to HELL" ou ou... and please put them in the BIG POT^^ yeahhhhhhh...

weeeee~~ i think i should stop for now... pissttt " im trying to figure out how to make the assignment disappear" XD .... okok.. seriously im gonna go have my dinner now... NOT the assignment as my dinner ar !! haha~

topic of the day~

Another day another tought another decisions~ way to go Christine, good luck for my LAST decisions before i start my real journey alone .. haiz =.=

Okies here goes nothing, now making my own decisions whether to go OR not to go ?? well, there were no people or friends or family to give me suggestions or any advice, less than 3 months i have to gather all the information and tell my parents about the the master study stuff.... and will i really go for the studies??

Sometimes when i heard or chit chat with my friends about the master stuff, some of them will just say it is just a waste of time and i will think like "yeah, it is a waste of time and waste money too" and some of them will just say it is ridiculous for getting master in graphic design, well i should say it does make sense sometime... arg.. for my sis she will say "its ur decisions, dun ask me about it if not later u will complain to me tat i gv u the wrong decisions" hmmm.. well, that's conclude everything and i wont ask my parents advise or what just decide it myself rather asking for help~

Following my family foot steps is really hard, and so much pressure about it... its been years i try to catch up but still it is beyond my limit. i think i should get my degree cert back to my home not a master cert.... hahaha XD I'm gonna be dead if my mum see this ... wuahahahaha ^^

Anyway, sometimes i really wanna find someone to talk about it but it seems like abit annoying if i talk to my friends or who so ever.. hahahahaha !! maybe i dont like giving trouble to my friends, and i rather help people more thn people help me.. hehe.. woo.. seems like i write too much.. but i feel so much better now~ muahahahahaha !! my bestfren ASSIGNMENT now is waiting for me.. LOL... gotta rush assignment again, i should stop now before i pollute my own blog~ hahahaha!

LJMU library ~

i here by to update my blog ~~!!! haha! seems like gt nothing to do while in the library SO here i go poluting my own blog ~~ muahahaha... i juz love LJMU library internet its super FAST^^ weeeeeeeee~~

well, i thk i shuld update my blog often =.=" to check out how my lifestyle in LIVERPOOL.... here are some schedule of mine of what i thk when i arrive UK ;

WEEK 1 - go crazy around liverpool ~ muahahaha
WEEK 2 - sch start... worst day... wake up early.. walk 30 minutes to school thiz is what i hate the most.. hand in ASSIGNMENT !!!!

ER.... i forgt hw long i been here ... izzit 3 weeks oready?? haha.. nahhh... dun care about it as long as i know what day is today is enough ^^ gosh.. im starting to get lazy to write things down in the blog.. i should juz write it when im free.. muahhaha!

To be Continue....... (next season)

farewell

geezzz... time pass so fast.. hate it sumtime... it is great spending ur times with ur family or frens, well i supposed to write this blog yesterday but im too exhausted and its late oready XD i guess all my frens same as me as well~ hahahaha XD

Dashing out in the morning going home like a turtle~ lol... its really fun yesterday singing k with bunch on my crazy frens at Red Box lowyat XD~ i nvr tought that we will sing that long until we cant feel our throat i guess... haha~ suppose to be start singing from 2pm till 5pm but.... duno why they let us sing till around 7 or 8=.=" scary.... lucky we still have our voice to gossip around ..hehe~

Aha~! there are sumthing that we will never miss it~ DINNER and "YAM CHA" wuahahahaha!! normally "Yam Cha" is the thing we wont miss.. haha~ i think if two of my frens elaine and yen yen din work for the next day, we all would talk till the sun rise... i bet it will happen.. i wonder how long we have talk?? i din check the time at all.. but i back home is oready 3 am=.=" woooooo~~~ god like~

well~ i guess we all will hv our own life soon~ hehe~ maybe we all might hang out like we used to be ^^ all the best to my crazy buddy frens^^ should i list out there name?? nah... i thk my memory is good enough to remember them all

my decision ?

hmmm... one of my friend say he would buy me a flight ticket back to MIRI if i really wan or if i can finish my assignment early ....well, at first i tought he was joking only.. hahaha~ coz we owes joke around nvr get serious at all...hehe^^ but after awhile talking with him on the phone i just realize that he was serious about it.. gosh...

i feel like OMG o.O buying me flight ticket is like abit over and he would pay for it just wait me to say the date=.=" im reli in a deep shit for that moment XD but i manage to change the topic ~ yea~ but still before we hung up the call he still ask me to consider about it...ArggghhhhH~

so in the end i tell him what??? NO of coz^^ but what i worried the most is tat will he go buy the ticket?? Scaryyyy.................... hahahaha!! so what? non of my business also just PRETEND duno anything~ haha~ sumtime's this is the best way to avoid things.

Hey, dont laugh about it ya.. its true ok? many people or human would do that ^^thats including YOU ~ hahahahaha!! so im going to just enjoy my life now^^ weeeeeeeeeee...

doggie ~~~~~~~~~!!!!

well well well~~ here comes the bloger!!!! RoaRrrrRRRrrr~!!! oppsss ~ i thg is newbie blogger XD.....

guess wat~~ today i finally meet my new puppy^^ and i name it "coco" haha~ funny name huh^^ well i thk tats suite little puppy^^ coz it is golden retriever and i bet u all can guess wat colour is my dog^^

ou~today i help tiz coco bath and it almost took 1 hour half to help both coco and milo bath=.=" normally it only took me 30 minutes help the dog bath and dry up=.=" but becoz of tiz naughty little puppy bite the hose run here and there with the water tape on, splash all over the place and even myslef also wet=.= can u imagine the situation?? its like OMG !! haha~
can you see it !!! haha! im so free to take pic=.= lucky my camera is water proof^^ hehe~ so no big deal splashing the water all over the place^^ GOGO coco!! haha~ lucky there arent any wire at there it not for sure i will be electric shock ... hmm...
tiz pic is before bath=.= oready starting to bite the hose and run around... haha~ but kinda cute^^ its ok for me to chase it getting back my hose~ hahahaha!!

coco & milo ^^ see both play till so happy~ hahaha!! tiz pic seems like milo is biting coco=.= uwah~ scary~ hahaha!!~ both of it very close togther^^ tis is real man... milo the big one keep find coco when i hide it XD im so bad ~ hahaha..lol~

play till non stop~ haha^^ im gonna miss my doggie when i go UK ... sob sob~ so cute tiz pic~ i reli love my dog XD haha~!! gonna buy them a new tag with their name on it ^^ weeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~

Hate it

im back !! and yess.. WAKE UP christine!!! WAKE UP!!!! dont be day dreaming !! you should learnt your lesson nw oready~ dun juz keep ur mouth shut like a DUMBASS!! argh... i juz hate it when comes to complaining bout some1 else.

like my dad say not every1 will show their true faces, they will just pretend like duno anythg and so DAMN FARKING selfish !!! i reli hate THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE..(this is real ), how could this world have this kind of jerk .... i should just be as bad as i can=.="

BullSHit~=.=

suddenly feel like bloging ~ haha~ just wanna write a few words to make myself comfortable^^ here i go ~

FEEL SO IRRITATING NOW ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i doesnt like to be force to go somewhere or force to do something, when i say no im BUSY thats mean im really busy when i say i dun wanna go thats mean i duno wanna go.. gosh... i dun like repeat thgs .. it makes me feel.. ARrggggGGGg feel like wanna chop the person head off!! sometimes repeat thgs will piss me off....

well i guess most of my friend know im thick headed person~^^ just dont force me go anywhere when i say i dun wan~ darn!! duno wat im gonna bullshit at here!! tats the end of it for today..

GatheRinG~~^^

ohyea ~ so haPPppppyYYyy~~ can meet all my secondary friends^^ it has been long enough we didnt meet each other and now we ALL meet up in BLUE COAST~ sing togther, laugh togther, play togther , and drink togther ~~~!!! wuahahahahaha~

so long i din laugh and ply till like tiz with my friends~ haha ~ maybe i drink too much=.=" uak... 5 shot of vodka and im down=.=" dizzy like hell.... haha.. i thk is ok once in a year XD hahahahaha~ is not that i like drinking, it is because i was ask to drink to represent the gals gang=.= oh my gosh.. guess wat.. we oly have 3 gals in this fun gathering~o.O

so i gotta gulp up all the drinks in one go~ and i end up with walking like a snake=.=" but i gt present for drinking up those vodka^^ weeeeeeeeeeee~~ wuahahahahaha!! my friend gonna pay for it and the present i can claim from him anytime summore wat present i ask for also can~ wuakakakakaka~ well as long as we all happy few drink is not a problem because i can ask my buddies to drink it up for me !!!!! am i clever or wat^^

although we all drink alot we manage to go "yam cha" again ~ haha XD and guess wat i also went along with them with my head dizzy~ haha^^ lucky i din drive ~ woo hoo~ i thk we all play till very late but i cant remember the time, guess we all reli have alot Fun~ HurrRrrraYYYyy~!!!!! hope that we can gather again like tiz^^

the cat !!!!!!!!!!!!!

woo hoo~~ i suppose to write this blog yesterday but seems like i hang out with my bunch of crazy friends till very late~ hahaha ^^ so today i just continue my blog life~ weeeeeeee~ well, yesterday i have alot of fun ^^ shopping with my friends and also celebrating my friend brithday, hehe~

ou ~ i saw a very cute cat disply in 1Utama^^ i like the fur nia ~ feel like wanna hug it !!!!!!!!!! but too big for me >.<

see the cat !!! miao ~ so cute !!! wanna hug it lar !!

hehe~ my friends and please FOCUS on the CAT !! muahahahahaha!! cute hor cute hor!

BIG CAT SMALL CAT !!! cute cat~ miao miao ~ hahahaha.

so lucky i went to 1U, haha.. if not i wont be able to see this cat~ hahaha~ duno why i love it so much, haha XD well~ duno hw my friend thks about it^^ maybe only me would so dumb and excited to see this big little kitty~ muahahahahaha!!

ok back to business!! do i have business???? hmmm.. dun hv i thk.. hahahah!! ou~ suddenly i thk about sumthg about what happen in 1U=.=" the present that we bought for my friend criss the necklace cant stay with her for more thn 24 hours XD hahaha!! duno hw the necklace would break so easily T.T hahahaha!! but to tell the truth this is the 1st time i saw a gal can wear a new necklace not within 24 hours thn break oready XD wuahahahaha!!!! so funny ~^^

she can be the god oready~ whatever she wears or use will very fast spoil=.=" oppss~ hopefully after she fix the necklace can wear for keep for her entire life bah ~~ wuahahaha!! well.. abit difficult for her to that i thk XD but lucky enuf the necklace din drop somewhere else if not it would be a big problem maybe ned to buy another 1, that would be hard oready i thk ~ hahahahaha.

i thk yesterday i din spend much buying my new year cloth.... i only bought 1 cloth for the whole day?!!! now i just realize it~ woooOoo~ hmmm.. nah.. why am i so surprise of myself only buy 1 cloth? i oready bought many cloths for last few days XD my mum would be shock when i open up my luaggage... she would probably kill for that~ hahaha^^ bringing rubbish back to home :p

gosh, i cant believe i can spend all my entire time in 1U for such a long time... so happy nia^^ can i have another like that too???? play and shop?? hehe~ ohya !! and another is EAT !!! SHOGUN!! its ok the food cant 100% say it is nice=.=" but somehow we manage to eat for up to 3 hours nonstop.... i cant believe only a buffet can eat till tat long... gosh.. are going to gain weight before CNY??!!! nOOooo~!!! i dont wan XD but for food i cant say no.... if the food is not nice thn i would say NO for it ^^ hahahaha!!!

boo ya ~ i gonna end my blog her gotta sleep early today^^ er, before that i wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRISS!! although it is abit early~ hahahahahaha!!! wish ya all the best!! save a wish for me!!! muahahahaha!! im so greedy XD

mission accomplished

finally swarovski!! mucks!!~~ i bought her present T.T thank god im still alive after finding her present^^ hahahaha!! well~ actually i hunt for her present for so long=.=" all the shopping complex in k.l i hv finish explore XD kinda tired everyday go out~ hahaha !! but its quite fun can shopping and find my fren birthday present... hahaha !!!

At least i gt somthg to do while shopping ~ hehe^^ hopefully she like the present tht we choose for her bah ~~ but it reli almost took my life to find her present=.=" dunno why ar?? hahahaha !!!! but to tell the truth.. i didn't see the price at all for the 1st sight, and just say "this is better thn that dun you thk? telling my fren" after that i juz tell the worker take this without checking the price!! bahahahahaha XD ~

Lucky before the worker went to the cashier they gt ask about the price^^ hehe~ but still i thk its ok not tat expensive summore its nice and also we share the present....yahoOOoo~~^^ who cares as long as the person who receive the present happy thn shuld be ok wa ~~ hahaha ~!!! (so easy minded i thk).

gosh ~ thking of her present make me recall back sumthg=.=" haiz ~ some secret that cannot be told~~ hehe^^ 1st and the 2nd present also ned to be keep as a secret o.O ... waAaaaA~~ feel like kinda bad wer... but for every1 own good nthg big deal actually~ muahahahahaha!! SECRET will stay as SECRET FOREVER~~ shall i cross my heart??? ermm... let me thk 1st ~ the next blog see whether i wan cross my heart or not ~~ muahahaha !!

haunted universities=.="

why i post tiz poster?? hahaha... well the answer is this movie

SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!

the most unscariest ghost movie of the YEAR...

my friend and i were quite excited when there were Thai horror movie being release..

we tought it would be like SHUTTER movie scary enuf

but we were wrong T.T
Darn~!... we being cheated by the look of the poster tought it would scary enuf

to give us a heart attact=.=" but in the end... when the movie start

its not scary but very funny =.= hahahahaha~

hmm..... this movie quite boring and i actually fall asleep at that time,

i also dont know i sleep for how long..hehe^^

well, at least i have a comfortable nap for awhile... hehehe~ i wonder wat the rate

for this movie?? i thk most of the ppl will vote for "bad" muahahaha..

i wish the next movie i go see would be nice^^

T.T

sob sob~~ today i miss it !!! all my classmate went to lunch togther T.T i din go coz i have thgs to do..... ARG~~~

but family still be the 1st ~ if i reli go eat lunch with my frens i thk i would be strike by the thunder when i go out =.=" scary huh.....>.< i dun wanna DIE so young~!!! hahahahahaha.. although i din go with my frens but sumhow i still have fun during the class^^ taking a bunch of CRAZY photo using MAC..bahahahahahaha!!! taking AVATAR pic !!!

hopefully our sch MAC hardisk still have some space~~ hahaha!! if no i thk AGD student would be in blacklisted~XD if im nt wrg we took almost 130 pic !! omg! o.O so many..... nw i juz realize that^^ can be put as part of our memory ~~ yeah~~~~

gosh~ i hope we can do that everytime~ wuahahahhahaaha!! but tat impossible nw=.=" i will finish studying soonT.T cant ply my sch MAC... i wanna flood my sch MAC with OUR PICTURE !!! muahahahahahahahahha.. god bless TARC~

freedom~~

woo hoo ~~~ finally i can graduate !!! weeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm done with my FYP, and now preparing to go oversea..hehe~ somehow I'm gonna miss my fren who din went to UK along with me and also my others CRAZY frens ^^ (hope they wont kill me when i mention tat) wuahahaha!!!

hmmm... its been ages since i write my blog.. nw i reli duno wat to write or say nia.....=.=" ou ou! got one thing i gonna say !!!!!! is ..... (let me think think) ..... when am i gonna have fun just like yesterday?? going to sing k with whole bunch of my CRAZY frens doing crazy stuff gossip about anything bla bla bla... hahaha!! i really gonna MISS it men !!!

sometimes really feel like why the time passes so fast like blink of an eye... all of them gonna start work sum of them gonna continues their studies and what about me ar=.=" haven't plan yet... wuahahahahaha!!!!! PLAY 1st?? Work?? (No~~!!!!!!!!!!) hahaha!! gonna kill by my mum if she saw this^^

ou.... now i remember Wat i wanna say^^ today I'm having a great day with my frens, went to swimming together~~ weeeeeeee... but i dunno hw to swim^^ juz float on the water like the dead body~ hahahahaha!!! lucky the water level is not high^^ and I'm nt that SHORT too~!!! (see criss, and qie zhi I'm nt tat short^^ haha) the pool is nt deep.. hehe.. although i dunno hw to swim somehow i still can hv fun pull ppl down into the water ~!!! wuakakakakaka!! sara is the 1st to be pull down by me i thk^^ muahahaha!! but somehow i was cheated by criss =.=" she slowly swim under the water and im nt preparing at all o.O i almost drink the water lar ...... now i was wondering why i din go push her down into the water when i gt the chances!!! haiz.. well~~ it doesn't matter nw, as long as we have FUN ~~!!!! yeah!!!!!!!

cant wait to have another FUN day^^